Like a moth to a flame

Like a moth to a flame I'm undeniably enthralled with Nes but we all know how the story ends. I never wanted anyone like this before. I don't know what to do anymore.

How do I get closer to you? How will I know the right way to love you?

MOM

"She's the nastiest skank bitch I have ever met. Do not trust her she is a FUGLY SLUT!"

-Regina George

Fuck you mom! Now you're on my side? Geez no wonder I'm screwed up. I like being alone in my room becuase I have NO FRIENDS so FUCK OFF! Atleast I don't fucking drink, smoke or do drugs. I rarely go to the mall, so what the hell is your problem?!

Burn Blog

This blog right now will be about the people I've met and how they screwed me over. Contaminated people. Do you have one in your life? How can you tell if a person is contaminated? Ask the following questions:

• Does he put you in a bad mood?
• Do you feel emotionally numb or abused after being with her?
• Do you feel "dirty" after being with him?
• Does she make you feel disgusted?
• Is the person condescending, rude, or offensive to you?
• Do you fantasize about seeing them suffer?

Their goal is to make yout life miserable, these people feed off of jealousy. They see that you have something, physically, emotionally, financially, or socially; and their goal is to take that "thing" from you.Contaminated people come in all shapes and sizes and are armed with tricks. They don't care about your desires, dreams, and they certaibly don't care about you.

So let me kick it off by introducing The Two-Faced Foe

You know them, oh, do you know them. They are lovely to your face, supportive, encouraging, and helpful-until you turn your back. then they go in for the kill. They talk about you to anyone who will give them an ear, even if you have given them no reason to soil your reputation. They will tell you onto your face and change the story quicker than lightning.

WARNING: The Two-Faced Foe is dangerous because he can make you believe that you are at fault.

People who are Two-Faced:

(Their Pictures will be posted as soon as possible.)

1. Kar C. -Class whore. She knows everything about everybody. Constantly talking shit about me.She's one easy girl.If she's not busy stuffing her fat fuck face she'll be stabbing yo back.

More to come. If you know someone like Kar C. tell me about it. Post it here.

Something from Persona

" I like the number 0, it's empty but at the same time it holds infinite possibilities."

I'll be in manila soon. Anyway I'll go back to playing Persona.

Dot

I don't know, I bet it'd be harder to lose something than never having had it at all. "One day, we wake up and we realize the world sucks". I suck for being in it and I run away. Anything but to face myself as I am. Anything to avoid asking why I hate myself so much. They say that the truth can set you free, that's a lie. The truth is lies can protect us. Lies keep us safe from the truth. All I wanted was to be invisible. But being invisible isn't worth it in the end, because when you're invisible, other people may not see you, but you can't help seeing other people.

If you really knew me would you still like me?

I always felt inadequate. I wasn’t like this before. I tried so hard to please everyone. They darkened the heart of an innocent. I allowed them to. I guess my biggest mistake was that I never told anyone, I never bothered to talk about it, like everyone else I learned how to smile even though I didn’t feel like it, I learned how to lie. I'm usually hard to hold on to. I subconsciously sabotage my relationships, I begin to hate anyone who ever gets close enough to seeing what’s behind the mask. I’d become distant and finally end any relation. My feelings of inadequacy somehow made me dynamic and I continually looked for ways to be better than others. To get ahead no matter what. Clearly inferiority has made an indelible mark on my soul. Forever haunted by a sense of inadequacy which explains my inability to sustain relationships.